I was waiting for this Marathon for more than 360 days. The day finally came, but I was sick. A cold cooled the expectations ten days before the big day. However, I did not want to leave blank this event.
I chosed to follow the Pacemakers 3:40 even doubting if I could. My eyes were attentive to the feet of runners in front of me. I did not want crash on anyone. Slowly, I recalled mentally, remember: you are sick. Control the cough.
What a wonderful feeling it was the joy of the bands playing, people screaming: "Hoop hoop hoop" , laughs, hoots, clap hands. It is all of that, what make this marathon so magical.
The route had been changed and we were going to run inside of the stadium Swissporarena. What a moment! I felt a huge excitement from the assistance, the cameras, the giant screen... We were all smiling. We were running happy. We were many, shoulder to shoulder and time by time a arm pulling here and there, special on water stations. After the dark tunnel, we embarked the city streets again where crowds were supporting their friends and family. I loved hearing my name. It made me feel great. I tried to find Julia, which should be somewhere... I tried several times along the way discover her through the unfamiliar faces, but nothing. I looked at the clock of the Church, I remembered my grandmother again. I remembered my grandfather and other family members who aren't here anymore.
It was shortly after the 16th kilometer that my cough complicated. There were long, intense and painful moments. I slowed the pace in the tentative to calm my lungs. Continued to put fishermann's in the mouth every half hour, but nothing made me stop coughing. Every 4 minutes a new attack. Seeing my pace getting worse and starting to feel cold in the chest, I began to ponder if I should follow with the half-marathon runners to the finish-line. But I was feeling good. My legs were still fresh and I didn't feel like I had made 20 km in 1:40. I went to the right lane and turned to the second round. 1:46:07 for the half-way . A good pace, I thought, maybe I will finish it in 3:35 if I stop coughing.

Now we were less, we were only marathon crazy runners. But it was just after two hours I realized I would not be able to finish in less than 3:35. Took water at every station to clean my throat and ended up coughing up more and more. Now my bladder was full. I used Paula Redcliff technique, as I did in my past marathon too. ( no shame )
Feeling much better, I felt the eyes focusing me while I was coughing without stop. My chest was hurting enough and I already pressed it in an attempt to relieve the pain. At km 35 , the pacemakers (3.40) surpassed me. I felt sad. I thought, well, at least I will not miss the 3:35 per seconds ( lol ) , that would be very frustrating. It was around the 40th Km that the pacemaker Markus realized my cough, turned and gave me a boost: "Los Silvia, Wir sind fast dort. Komme mit uns " - Come on Silvia, We are almost there, Come with us. Only 5 runners were with them, I joined them coughing but a minute later I decided to leave them. I was approaching me from the final curve . I saw the time in the display. The red carpet announced the finish-line and I smiled . I had achieved. So that was my marathon.
Soon after finishing the race, my cough came stronger, which led other runners to offer me help, asking how I was feeling. Soon arrived Markus who congratulated me for the performance, and others who have heard me during the race and were wondering if I could finish it. I was not very happy, I wanted less than 3:35. When they heard my voice , they offered me the best words they could. Be happy that you could do so well with that cough. It's unbelievable that you could make it.
A cold day in Lucerne that ended by the best way. I met Julia, a fantastic person, full of energy and positive mind. We talked a little bit and she cheered me by my results. She also made a Personal Best at the 5 mile Run.
Today, I am proud to say I qualified myself for the London Marathon.To all my family and friends who supported me during these months and helped me grow as a runner , my deepest thank you. You were critical, you were my base, you were so important. Thanks Joel for your nutrition advices. Thank you Ian for the strength you gave me when my mind wanted to betray me. Thanks starlet for all your training advice. Thank you Catherine and Israel for all your support and help throw my sickness. To all of you who throw Social Media gives me motivation words, you guys, you all are very special to me. I am so blessed for have you.
And to my husband and my daughter who constantly miss me while I am training and even comes with me to support me on race days, doesn't matter how far it is , you're the key of all my power. I love you.